Just A Little

Hi Everyone. I am appreciative to Lisa for inviting me. I must admit she is a very persistent and I guess it worked, I was actually brainstorming and trying to come up with a story that i needed to write for this creative writing class. I think it was the person in charge of this blog that led me here….I never mean to put anyone off when the ask me especially Lisa. I dont really know what to say. I dont want to come off too altruistic.I can tell you that I am aspiring writer. I want to explore all genres with any and every opportunity. Right now I am trying to figure out if I want my first project to be nonfiction or fiction. As I am pondering I see an intro to a movie simultaneously,and across the screen was my answer. The message said : this movie was inspired by true events but the names and locations have been changed in order to protect their identities. Right there in that moment I was clear. I did not want circumvent the story of my life, My life. I donot want to hurt people on purpose with my words but if there is something that needs to be illuminated and quickly radicate the useful things and decimate the rest. That is the only way I can have peace about writing things about the people I love. And the writing industry has alot of boxes they would like me in, Fiction, Non fiction, Documentary, and/or autobiography. I must say Lisa is way more interesting than me. I guess I am a bit altruistic after all. I would feel guilty if i did this on a regular basis only because I can be working on my stuff and I dont know who reads the site. What if I say some things that are very profound or just down right philosophical. I am paranoid someone would want to do that. I have lost 20 yrs of journal writings. It was my life. Bottom line It was all that truly mattered to me. i dont know if i had a chance to grieve when it happend, but its definitely fresh wound now. I dont know how to end this so I will stop here. +wae+


O-KayKayKay….I weight in at 195 this morning, down from 205. Starting week 2 and my weight fluctuates between 202-205 so the loss is real, the struggle is real but so doable. My dad keeps coming to mind, ” If you have something to get done, just do it!” So we are on some hard core dad quotes and really understanding the meaning. it’s deeper than most believe it is, for me anyway. For my dad it’s cut and dry…DONE and DONE !!! I always stay honest in my post , I have to because this is for me more than you. I just have hopes that their are others that enjoy my “NUPENESS”….there’s no better name for my uniqueness. My NUPENESS is a combination of what I was born into, my choices, and who I am as a result of a gazillion amazing moments, some good and some not so, but they ALL make up my make up ! O-kaykaykay….So I just needed to give myself a shout out for my consistency … so, YOU GO GIRL !!!! BE AMAZING !


So it’s Friday, that honestly means NOTHING to me because I work EVERYDAY!!! As I suppose most do, but, the good thing about today, for me, is tomorrow is Saturday. That’s when I go do the flea market so that’s good. I think I’ll stay local this weekend. I’d been going out to Columbia US 1 market, but I really need to do a 2 for this weekend. That’s selling at 2 flea markets in one day, Springfield & Orangeburg. Okay, hit cha back soon… BE AMAZING!!!